"I will!" Be your bridesmaid, but first let me take a selfie!

"You have been there for me through thick and thin. You have seen me cry, grow as a woman, and fall in and out of love. You have been my rock and my sounding board for all things "MEN". I would love to have you continue in this journey with me. Will you be my shoulders, my ears, my support, and my rock for my wedding day? If you are able to dedicate yourself to me from now until my big day, please say you will be my bridesmaid!!"

I'm bringing sexy back!

That's how one of my good friends asked me to be in her wedding. Who could turn down such a request?! The bride has worked so hard during her courtship to lose weight and she looks marvelous. Now is my turn. I have 11 months to get some of this ugly fat off this good lookin' body. As I am typing this post I stop occasionally to sip Royal King organic green tea from my white Starbucks mug with minty green polka dots. I am also starring down a banana.

Can I do it this time? Get rid of a substantial amount of weight that I've been trying to get rid of for such a long time. I haven't loss any big weigh in a long time. I've flatten my belly to gain it all back and got rid of some back fat but its all back. Glistening and sweating every time I make a move.

The wedding is just another motivator for something I've been very much interesting in doing for a very long time. I'm trying to make my mind over people. It aint easy, but somebody gots to do it.

He Switched It Up.

Im struggling with what to title this post.

Here's the situation: Guy like girl. He meets her friends and assumes the role of "ultimate" gentleman. When girl is out with her friends in public settings and guy shows up he walk everyone to their cars at the end of the night, hers being the last stop, of course. He engages her friends in conversation, trying to get to know them. He gives everyone big embraces, like family embraces. In private phone conversations he professes love for girl, she turns him down. After a while he sees her friends, he greets them with one hand hugs, or more like pats on the back. Girl doesn't show up to the public settings, but friends still do, when he leave, he bids everyone an adieu and goes straight for his car, leaving friends to fiend for themselves.

Its not that the friends needed escorts to their cars but its interesting to see a guy change up. I wonder was he ever the ultimate gentleman in the first place or just a poser with booty on the brain or maybe just love dejected. IDK just wondering...