Weekend of Sanity

Weekend of sanity. I truly believe that everything in life revolves around the menstrual cycle. In a month you got four weeks. Week one: Pre-Menstrual cramps. Week two: "Period" (aka: cycle, aunt flo, master p, the list goes on) Week three: Post-Menstrual Symptions. Week four: Sanity! If things happen to fall in your week of sanity good for those things. As for those other three weeks... let the chips fall as they may.

Saturday, my day was suppose to be Spring Trend Show, Shred Event, Ministry, Bridal Shower, Trendshow Make-Over, Formal Meeting. Out of all the things I was "suppose" to do, I only made it to the trendshow and the bridal shower. Everything went longer than expected.  I didn't beat myself up about it though. The show was great. The usual host was shadowing the woman who was taking over for her. I miss Jules already. She was so natural and honest with all her reactions. The new girl was trying a lil too hard. I hope she finds her own way soon. Two of the people I went with won gifts. They were uber excited. The second bridal shower for my friend was this weekend. It was at a Japanese steak house just like the one we hosted the prevous week. They played what seemed like 400 games. Whew! She got a lot of love tho, and that is all that matters in the end. I loved the cake too. Yum!

Sunday, I went to the meeting where they talked about seeing dead loved one again in the future and marriage. I thought about my grandmother Addie, my father Larry, and a family friend Ralphael. One lady was crying of the loss of her mom about a year ago. When those tears are replace with tears of joy it will indeed be a happy time. Her honest hurtful feelings made me sad too. I wanted to cry with her. The WT on marriage is a good one. We must respect the giver of marriage. I hope to one day be able to date with that view. I think... I delivered MaryKay to two clients after the meeting and then helped my friend pack for her honeymoon. It was a most enjoyable time. We've been having some tough moments through this whole engagment process it was nice to be back to two girls just chilling.

My next two weekends are full with wedding agenda stuff. April is dedicated to the ministry. Who know what the rest of the year will bring. Hopefully more great weekends full of sanity.

Antsy

One of my new things for the new year, not a resolution, but new thing for the new year was to write more. Be it journal or blog. As they say on the social networks, its been an #epicfail. Writing has never really been my thing. Just like drawing has never been my thing. But at one time I set aside time and taught myself. I did pretty decent. I even got an order I need to fill for a painting, when I get in the mood of course. I think I am a closet lazy person. Not on the surface, but in the closet.Why? Because I don't think I come off lazy, I don't think... But none of my goals for the year I have come close to accomplishing, its like I didn't even make them. Well I have shrunk back on my photography, but I haven't increased my writing, reading the good book, working out, eating right, etc, etc...

Let me shrink my self.

Am I a failure?
NO. By no means. I do a lot of other things.

Why are you not working towards reaching your goals?
I'm not motivated, I guess.

No guessing.
Ok. Im not motivated. I think Im decent. I don't love my weight, but I don't hate myself either, even if I am tipping the scale something aweful. I don't REALLY feel I need to improve my eating habit. Although I get a slight case of the jitters every now and again. Im calling the doc today... I hate the doc by the way. They practice and give out hypothesis, educated GUESSES. I hate they guess with my life. Yesterday i had an urge to get back to writing down what i eat... but this morning I didn't make the time to do so. I really want to step foot for the first time since joining into planet fitness today and also go to my weight watchers meeting today...

I need to call back a client for some wedding photography this Thursday, talk about last minute. Also I need to call my co-workers husband about doing his website. I am going to decline, because webdesign is too time consuming. I need to get the guts to call and decline, this meeting has been years in the making. Im headed out to get some meds for my jinormous headache, but before I do that I am going to call for a check up with the hypothesis lady.

bye for now.