Which first - Shoes or Outfit??

So this is what happened. Summer came. I didn't have any decent shoes. I was depressed because I have large feet and its hard to find shoes. I searched high and low and nothing. I went to Nine West and in one weekend bought 5 pairs of shoes. All shoe divas can understand. I usually divert my obsessions to other things cuz beautiful shoes are so dog on hard to find, normally hair, but I digress. So Im going to a three day convention THIS WEEKEND and I want to look like the cover model for Effortless Fiyah magazine. The Plan. So now that I had these fabu shoes I wanted to locate outfits around the shoes. But this weekend I went shopping and bought 1.5 outfits that go with none of the shoes I have. ?!? "Its amazing..." The Verdict. Take the baby doll blue seersucker dress back to Nordstrom because it does nothing for my swag once I got it home and GET AN OUTFIT OR TWO TO COMPLIMENT MY SHOES! I REALLY hate returning items to the store, but I came up off too much bread to not wear that cutsy dress.

Music on My Mind

There are several songs I can't get out of my head. Who Runs the World-Girls by Beyonce, The Time by Black Eyed peas, and something else by Ricky Rozza. I must download today, everything but the Rick Roza. Those songs that call women out their name and talk about sex in the most provocative way are not a good look. They may have a catchy beat, but you wont catch me paying for it.

Oh yeah, one more, my girl Jill Scott - The Light of the Sun. Im looking forward to this album because she said it's REALLY a representation of her. Her last album turned me off so much. The album seem to be only about her falling on the wrong side of love and doing "anything" to make it right. It was sad actually. So I look forward to hearing this new sound. She has a beautiful voice. I hope I'm won over again.

"Feel Good" Feeling

Im in a good space this morning. My hair is all over the place, one of my favorite dresses has shrunk a bit and shows my thighs in a not so flattering way, and I had to wake up early to get to work by 7. All those tings are usually ingredients that make up a "bad hair day" but Im feeling great.

I like this feeling :)

Pandora was on point

Operation Boopiece Update:

About a week ago I took the matter in my own hands and I put it on the line, "im interested in u" were not my exact words but the gist of them. Today I found out I got shot down. I feel some kinda way about it. I dont know any details about the matter, my third party accomplice informed me of the verdict. I was in my feelings a little and then the weirdest thing happened. Pandora played, " It feels so good loving somebody when somebody loves you back, and that a fact." I just looked at the radio and glared. HOW DID MR GNOME KNOW! :\

Any who,  its all good. I really didn't know the gentleman, I had been peeping him for some time from afar.  I just wanted to get to know him, he seemed iight. Before putting it on the line, I pray for something specific in the matter and got exactly that, so I appreciate my God for that.

Mr. Gnome, please play On To The Next for me. Thank ya kindly.

Two days shy

So im two days shy of when I said I would report back - my apologies. As far as bootcamp goes I've taken a three week haitus. My goal is to work out in the interim so I wont be back to square one when I return. I feel like Oprah during the yo-yo days. My stomach is bloated very much these days.... idk why.  I have a friend who is only doing fish and she said she notice her pooch is not on swole  any more. Is there something in the chicken and beef???? Probably, whats a girl to do. Keep ya swag on 100% regardless of what ya feel like and no one will eva know! Big girl with swag is more appealing than yellow model chick with low self-esteem.

Im currently in the midst of OPERATION GRANDCHILD. There is no way this can be a covert operation because people got to know or it wont go down. Operation Grandchild is contingent on OPERATION BOOPIECE aka OPERATION PUT A RING ON IT. So im accepting applications  - only qualified applicants need apply. :)

Humidity Overwhelmes Me

OMG, this weekend was full of good times with great friends! I got depressed last night though at the thought of having to get up at 430 to be ready to workout at 530 in all that humidity. You'd be suprised at how humid it is that time of morning. I've been slacking on my workout, only going one day a week, one week I didn't go at all. Inorder to not waste my money and fulfil my committment, I have to go everyday for the rest of this week. Which means going on Thursday, lower body workout day... I hate that day. I want buns of steel, but my knees hurt like heck trying to achieve them. Guess Ill have to overdose on water and take an extra dose of fish oil to lub my joints so come Thursday Ima well oiled machine. Ill be sure to report on Friday how it all went.

This is how I feel about the DMV humidity.

Hating what you "love". Its worth the effort.

Yesterday I was asked "Do I hate lawlessness?" which simply put is sin.  I've been asked that before and my answer was no, I don't hate it. After being asked yesterday, my actions show that my answer is still no, I don't hate it. I can honestly say I want to hate it though. As I reflected on the material, it was kind of interesting because I can honestly say I hate some things, like alcoholilsm, being a drunk aint cute and it isn't fasinating to me so I can "easily" be like, sure I hate that. Some other things though, like hating lawlessness when it comes to immorality, especially through entertainment, tv, movies, and music. That's my vice right there. Im sure everyone could personally relate to at least one subheading in the article. That one was mine. I love Jehovah for not only telling us what he he doesn't like, but also by giving us an opportunity to correct it and give us examples for ways we can follow it. Being Christlike isnt easy. Its worth the effort! I use to be into music like crazy, but I have made some strides in getting rid of certain music or songs, but eventually they creep back on my playlists. I appreciate the reminders to 'get rid of them' again. So I will be acting fast, going through my music today and deleting 82.5% of my songs. Its worth the effort - my life is involved. ill just have to expand my musical taste.